Well, since the semester started, my keeping track of goals has quickly faded.
The waking up early part I'm no longer bothering to keep track of, because I need to wake up at 6 nearly every day now regardless. Likewise I haven't drank with the exceptions of with the Marines and one... event. I've yet to learn to cook as the kitchen is being remodeled and for the past month and a half there has been no kitchen to cook with. I'm enjoying the video editing and my friend and I have another youtube project in the works, which hopefully will go well. The blogs I will hopefully do more. I'm giving myself a goal of one per week, either on a wednesday or a sunday.
Things have just generally been busy. I'm actually doing good in school so far because I'm putting all my focus into it. The weather has been a pain all month. I was pleased that it rained the other day and melted a lot of the snow that's been on the ground for weeks. I actually was beginning to forget what the grass even looked like.
This may be one of my most unfortunate birthdays. Not that I celebrate my birthday for the most part, as my celebrations usually don't go well. But this specific birthday I'll be on military duty all weekend. The birthday is saturday and I'll be 3 hours away from friends from friday until sunday. Lucky me. Oh well, 23 isn't special anyway.
Although I wanted to work on my self development without focusing on my lack of lovelife, in hope that when I'm bettering myself and happy (which for the most part I have been) that my lovelife will spark up by itself. However, I still get these spurts of loneliness, and still strongly desire that feeling again. An improvement is that I'm actually making some attempts (not all but some). Nothing's successful of course. Too many of the women that appear and disappear from my life already have their significant other. It's a shame when I'm a better guy and the girl sounds miserable due to situations, yet still chooses him and gets offended when I'm honest enough to say the guy is worthless. I can't help if I'm honest. There just comes points where I'm not going to beat around the bush on something like that. A last ditch effort maybe? I don't know but even making attempts things are still hopeless. I've also noticed the girls I find attractive aren't my type when it comes to personality, too much of a partier, stoner, liar, shady, why must all the pretty girls have those traits? Oh well. Maybe I need to try for a girl with parental issues and suicidal tendencies. Seems if I won one of those over they'd at least be clingy with me.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
The Four Lenses
Yes, I get it. I never update. I'm really busy. The only reason I managed to scrounge up the time tonight is because of this blizzard canceling classes so I have a bit extra time that I don't necessarily need to sleep during like normally.
Unlike I promised, I just can't get into enough detail about the four lenses personality test without just copying the whole booklet I have, I may put a video of it on youtube, either way I invite everyone to read into it. It was one of the most interesting things I've read as far as personality goes. However, I will say a little about it.
The Four Lenses is a personality test based on 4 cards, each with a collage of pictures on them. You order the cards from most to least appealing based on the pictures, and then you flip them over to the descriptions and reorder them again in what descriptions appeals to you the most. Usually the rankings prove at least somewhat similar, or you could find that maybe what visually appeals to your personality could even be different than how you describe yourself. Theres then a survey where you rank 4 choices in a series of questions strongest to weakest like you. Those, along with the preference rankings between the pictures and descriptions create a total score knowing just which of the four colors you truly resemble, whether you thought you did or not.
I happened to closest resemble Green, as I predicted. Green typically uses intuition for information and tends to think to process information. It is actually the rarest of the four. They're based on logic and intellectualism.
Second for me was Blue. Blue is also intuitive, but bases their information processing through feelings. Blue ones tend to be good parents I guess. They're good at figuring people out as opposed to figuring out logic. Very interesting that I'm this secondly. It means that I'm entirely intellectual, but I use both sides of my brain very close to equally. Most other people I saw take this tended to be mostly one side of the brain, like either an extreme of the four, or two intellectual quarters, etc.
Third is Gold. I would consider gold to be obsessive compulsive. They're sensible rather than intuitive, and base things largely on organization. Lastly for me was orange. They tend to be the wild ones. They make their decisions without thinking through, and are the most likely to wind up in jail apparently. I don't understand much about these two, they were very weak for me. They're based on their senses where my stronger two are intellectual.
I strongly recommend anyone interested to look into it, and see what they feel about themselves through it.
Unlike I promised, I just can't get into enough detail about the four lenses personality test without just copying the whole booklet I have, I may put a video of it on youtube, either way I invite everyone to read into it. It was one of the most interesting things I've read as far as personality goes. However, I will say a little about it.
The Four Lenses is a personality test based on 4 cards, each with a collage of pictures on them. You order the cards from most to least appealing based on the pictures, and then you flip them over to the descriptions and reorder them again in what descriptions appeals to you the most. Usually the rankings prove at least somewhat similar, or you could find that maybe what visually appeals to your personality could even be different than how you describe yourself. Theres then a survey where you rank 4 choices in a series of questions strongest to weakest like you. Those, along with the preference rankings between the pictures and descriptions create a total score knowing just which of the four colors you truly resemble, whether you thought you did or not.
I happened to closest resemble Green, as I predicted. Green typically uses intuition for information and tends to think to process information. It is actually the rarest of the four. They're based on logic and intellectualism.
Second for me was Blue. Blue is also intuitive, but bases their information processing through feelings. Blue ones tend to be good parents I guess. They're good at figuring people out as opposed to figuring out logic. Very interesting that I'm this secondly. It means that I'm entirely intellectual, but I use both sides of my brain very close to equally. Most other people I saw take this tended to be mostly one side of the brain, like either an extreme of the four, or two intellectual quarters, etc.
Third is Gold. I would consider gold to be obsessive compulsive. They're sensible rather than intuitive, and base things largely on organization. Lastly for me was orange. They tend to be the wild ones. They make their decisions without thinking through, and are the most likely to wind up in jail apparently. I don't understand much about these two, they were very weak for me. They're based on their senses where my stronger two are intellectual.
I strongly recommend anyone interested to look into it, and see what they feel about themselves through it.
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