Time waster

I've been trying a vlog every day in april on my youtube channel. It started okay, but I really just never have anything to say. I've been in a huge rut both in creativity and productivity, and although I'm still uploading something each night, it's really just dumb, and I barely get three views if any. They're not interesting an they're a huge disappointment. I'm still doing them just because I have 15 more to go. I just wish I could think of more to talk about.

I'm having the same problem with my blog it seems. My first posts were interesting, and now it seems I never have enough to say. I just don't have ideas and nothing new happens in my life except more and more epic fails. I don't want to turn this blog into a list of emo rants like it's been becoming. I just need to find inspiration somewhere.

I may attempt trying an online dating site again. I've never met one person and always delete my profile in frustration. I'm hoping for better luck but socializing is just a problem for me. I can hit it off great with a girl that would find me attractive and everything, then we meet in person and she'll never want to contact me again. It happens a lot actually. There's not really a way to just "fix" something like that, so it seems kinda hopeless.