I've moved into a permanent room upstairs, still trying to recover from the basement flood of nearly two months ago. In fact, my basement bedroom currently has portions of wall missing.
Vlog EveryDay April has taken a lot of my free time I spend with the blog. Because I usually don't record anything interesting throughout the day I'm left to talk about whatever to my camera near the end of each night, and by the time I've just finished talking about it I don't really feel like typing about it. I'd like for this blog to get back to the intellectual thoughts it started as instead of talking about my life. I liked it that way. My life isn't that interesting anyway. I just need to have the time to think and be able to remember it by the time I'm at the computer.
I wish I could turn these blogs and youtube things into a way to make money. I don't hope for this as a career or to do only this the rest of my life, but it's something I enjoy and I'd at least like to earn something out of it instead of feeling like doing things I enjoy have no use whatsoever.
I'm going to start going to the gym again. I'm looking forward to that. A few girls have also wound up coming into my apparent social circle. I won't lie. A few of the ones I've met are actually quite cute and the kind of girls I would like to see myself with. However, they also have a habit of being 17 years old and in relationships. Not a surprise. Even the girls my age are all in relationships so it really isn't a shock. I have the opinion that any woman who isn't in a relationship, is not in a relationship for a reason. Whether they're bipolar, want to be single, cheaters, "unclean" or even just plain bitches, if there was nothing wrong with them, they wouldn't be single. They'd be in a relationship like every other normal person. This is what being single in a world full of couples does to the brain.
I'll try updating again tomorrow or something. I feel I owe it to the imaginary people that read this blog.
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