Missed a week

Yeah, a whole week missed. I have valid reason though. I don't have a bedroom right now. Then I spent a while out of state. Now I still don't have a bedroom. I really want my room back.

Last week I had a crummy weekend on duty in crummy weather, we were actually wearing our gortex outfits because of the whole insane hurricanelike storm we had. Of course, we were outside changing batteries and such in that horrid weather. Winds that knocked me off my feet even.

Finally done with the weekend I came home, getting pulled over along the way due to the police officer being a jackass and I basically told him he was tailgating me and driving like a tool and if it was any other person it would be him getting pulled over instead of a the guy in front braking to aggravate him. I don't know how I got away with only a warning. Regardless, I arrive home ready to sit at my computer and relax, but wait! Something is preventing that! My entire basement is flooded with water to my ankles. All of sunday night and monday is spent vacuuming. I don't have a room, as my room is in the basement. I've been sleeping on the floor of my mothers office since a week ago. Fortunately by tuesday I got annoyed and decided to go off to Virginia Beach with best friend.

VABeach was more business than pleasure. Best friend and his other friend that already lives there are both tattoo artists, and the friend there is trying to open a shop, with best friend as co owner or something like that. It really is a great opportunity and his girlfriend even has a spot as shop manager. We went down for the court hearing, it passed 8/8 votes, so the shop will open by next month, and best friend will be moving there. Somewhat a shame that it'll make my life in Jersey a hint more boring, but I think I'm planning on going all the way 6 hours to chill with them each weekend, or at least 2 weekends a month. I just felt so happy there. I really liked it. The atmosphere there was just more enjoyable. Even to just walk around at 2am felt great. It's a shame I just don't have any purpose there like the rest of my friends do. I'm in school here still, I'm stationed even more northeast, and theres not really anything for me down there. It was a little disappointing to know my best friend that I constantly hang out with will be moving on to better things while I'm still here being my normal pointless self.

Girls are not exactly a big success in my life, but I've been trying more and harder. Still not really successful, but I must be honest, I've met someone who's almost perfect. Other than the drugs she's like everything I could want in a girl. I don't really know what it means for her to be in an "open relationship" but that is surely a hinderence also. I don't know what the deal with it is so I don't really know what to do. I need to keep talking to her though. This girl is an opportunity that I couldn't allow myself to lose. Even if I just kept her as a friend, though I doubt I could manage that the way it feels to just see her. Go figure.

Another girl I recently failed with, lets face it she's just really good looking. That sole thing led to me talking to her again too. I forget if I mentioned her in this vlog. Pretty certain I may have but regardless she hasn't mentioned the boyfriend she went back to and I know they weren't exactly going well. I'm not expecting anything to come out of it but I'm talking for the sake of talking to a good looking girl.

I find that taking life as a joke seems to lead to me feeling less miserable, because when something does go wrong, it's simply hilarious. I haven't worried about failure much, and it hasn't been coming because I've basically had an outlook of "eh screw it I'm diving in." I need to keep this up.

Since I still have no room, and the lamp is bothering my mother in the other room, I'm going to cut this short. I'll try and make another post this week to make up for last week, but no promises.