I've been slacking on a lot of things lately because I'm always so swamped with work. I feel like I can do something good as far as youtube is going. I recall before I was really making videos at all, maybe I had one vlog and some lets play stuff, but I remember something called VEDA, or Vlog Every Day April. Ended up causing me to find at least one or two of the youtubers I'm now subscribed to. I may actually try this. I'm not entirely positive though, as I really don't do enough to warrant a video every day. I'll try though I think. Also going to most likely record each video a day in advance, so I can just edit and update at night. Well, if a video shows up in my inbox tomorrow, that answers the question.
In other news, my faith in the female gender fades ever so thinner. That absolutely perfect seeming girl might just be the biggest bitch to me. With people who aren't me she's just great, and I know she would get along with me amazingly. However, she seems to just have this wall up when it comes to me. I can't get in, I can't even get conversation out of her. It's disappointing to think maybe I said something at some point that got her to dislike me, or maybe she's just not interested, or maybe she doesn't give the slightest care about me whatsoever, and might just care to use me as an "if all else fails and I need to get out of the house" option, which I feel like she pretty much did. It hurts the most to look at her and know that not to sound cocky, but I really think I would be perfect for her, especially with all the problems she has.
Should I move on? Everyone thinks so. But I look at this one and I just can't. It's so much different than every other girl to stray into my life for me to fail with.
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